3.(2-3) Tommy & Kimi/Urge to Merge

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2: Tommy & Kimi

Tommy asks Kimi to live with him and she saysYes!  She had been up all night thinking pro not con because she guessed and hoped the question would come up. She cannot say she loves him; rather she feels romantic attachment. His relationship has interest because he is the first to make love to her before making her. For Kimi, whose experience is sex as a service, the idea of love sans sex is pleasing. Thus she enjoys Tommy’s feeling for her, precisely because he has not yet felt in her. But she expects that to happen as a matter of course.

   Kimi is developing what will become idée fixe. It is an intuitive urge just below awareness and it is based on realities in her life. Going to live with a man like Tommy, she sees a chance to widen herself mentally and get culture. Within her is stirring something that occurs in uneducated persons motivated to seek better life, and who, once aware of a possibility of getting it by improving the mind, become a vacuum that sucks in new education. It needs good curiosity. A person without curiosity would lack the imagination to desire to improve by learning from others. Kimi’s experiences; with Vronsky, Olga, Harumi; her conversations with Kimura; and her work putting her into contact with top types have inflamed her growing obsession to get culture. Listening to the urbane conversation, hearing names like Tolstoy, Strindberg, Balzac, and talk of their works; and repeating in her mind words like relativity, socialism, materialism – it all works on her strong curiosity to brew a powerful addiction to learn new things and understand old.
   Tommy assumes, wrongly, that the money aspect will assure she says Yes to his proposition but, in case of refusal, he is prepared with a proposal. He already has a house in mind and they make a date to see it Sunday.

3: Urge to Merge

Kimi slides into Tommy’s red Mercedes coupe, beside him in the driver’s seat. It screeches away from curb and turns up a narrow hill with clearance only for the car and single-file pedestrian. At top, Tommy makes a right turn and then a short run and another right into a driveway where, in courtyard on left, stands a 2-story pink house. Before entering the driveway he had asked Kimi to close her eyes tight. Now he exclaims: “Open your eyes and you’ll see a pink house!”
   They get out of car in front of the rickety thin house constructed of pink-painted wood boards. Tommy reaches down and, putting right arm under Kimi’s knees and left arm behind her back, with a sudden lift, picks her up in his arms stumbling slightly under her well filled womanly weight but keeping control while saying “In America this is what we do when a man takes his woman into a new home.”
   “America nice,” she murmurs in his ear.
   Tommy advances with Kimi on his arms, putting her down in the small hallway at foot of stairs. She glances to right into kitchen and sees a lever-pump over a kitchen sink. Turning her gaze, she sees straight down the hall a large room in rear. Our living room once we get it furnished, she thinks

   She follows him upstairs. At top is a hall with a room on each side. “Our bedroom,” he indicates first room off stairway to right. "And room for hobbies.”

   “What hobbies?”

   “You’ll see?"

Rest of morning is spent shopping. They see a French round bed. Salesman says it is latest from Paris. At carpet shop they get rug for living room and contract to have plastic floor in kitchen. At department store they buy a refrigerator, a kerosene stove, and a Morris rocking chair. “Just Jake for our living room, baby! You can sit rocking and, whenever I get an urge to merge, you pull handle and it becomes a recliner and I’m in your um-um.”

   Very strange to her, this Jake? Urge to merge? Um-um? Tommy is giving Kimi a crash course in slangy American English.

   Evening, after all deliveries and Kimi has cooked and Tommy eaten a spaghetti & meatballs supper served with mug of German beer, he settles back on new sofa and with contented smile pulls her down. With head on his shoulder, she thinks Now I tell my past! But quickly rethinks.Why let him know other men handle me? But she need not worry. Tommy is actually attracted to the thought of Kimi in bed with another man. It adds spice to the vice.

   “Well, here we are, out of cigarettes,” says Tommy, echoing the romantic lyric. “Holding hands together, look how late it gets”. He looks into her eyes. “Baby I feel we are the two sleepy people.” He picks up a stylishly wrapped paper package and hands it to Kimi. “Run upstairs and get inside this, doll. Then wait for me.”

   In bedroom she pulls her dress up over her head and hangs it neatly in closet, wiggles out of shift, draws off panties and unhooks chemise. Inspecting her figure in wall mirror and wanting to be his best piece ever for a first time, she gets into the sheer blue nightgown Tommy desires her in, noting its mid thigh length then lies down under covers.

   Minutes later Tommy is beside her. He kisses her left earlobe, his cold toes touching her warm ones. “Close your eyes and wish.”

   She wishes long and long, sees herself running, then a man catching up and throwing her down on forest floor, holding her neck in both hands like he would choke her.

   “Why? Why? Why?” he questions.

   “I! I! I!” she stutters and feels a hard point press into her and at once pleasure ripples down to tips of toes and her heart is filled with love. A powerful lover has his hands behind her and is lifting her hard, so hard, against his front. It hurts but it pleasures. She feels alternately shamed and worshiped. She strives hard against the man, to get him deeper into her, to squeeze his pricking flesh like dough being rolled in between. Stop it please! a voice pleads and she realizes it is she, like a faux Sabine, ravished and extracting every ecstasy.

   “Damn you bitch! Take it! Take it! Take it!” Jets of moist warmth fill and pleasure her. “Baby! Baby! Baby!” Tommy gasps, leaving her wanting to kiss and bite every part of him.

   It is over. Tommy rolls off her and she feels deliciously mastered. His semen drips out mixed with a tinge of her blood on the white sheet.
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